Keith David Elwart - Online Gedenkwebseite

I'm so sorry for your loss and I mean that from the bottom of my heart.

Thank you for lighting a candle for my brother Anthony.

It's tragic when you lose anyone,  but to lose someone so young is pain I hope most don't experience. I'm sure Keith's an angel on your shoulder as my brother is to our family.  Just looking at Keith, I could imagine Tony(Anthony) and him just kicking back and chilling. Thank you again. I can tell your a beautiful soul.

 

First of all,let me thank you,from the bottom of my heart,for your tribute to my angel Shosei Koda.

And,as well,from the bottom of my heart,I want to let you know,that my most respectful thoughts and condolences are with you.

But...don`t you cry no more!Death is not the end;Death is the new begining,death,is nothing more than coming back home,from where we departed when we were born.All of us come here with a propose;THE PROPOSE OF TEACHING EACH OTHER,AND LEARN AS WELL.

After this is completed,we simply go back home.It is a perfectly normal thing to cry and grieve,for we in the most part of the cases,tend to see physical things only.But,our departed ones,as they know that we will follow them soon,they can`t see much sense in our suffering.They just wait and watch over us patiently,until our time comes.

And there is nothing to fear about death.Death is the rebirth of our souls,and the awakening of our true senses.

I hope that my angel Shosei Koda is now with Keith,guiding him,thru the path of God,love and light!

        GOD BLESS KEITH`S PEACEFUL SOUL,AND YOUR LOVING FAMILY!WE WILL MEET SOMEDAY IN HEAVEN,AND WILL CRY HAPPY TEARS IN THE  COMPANY OF OUR LOVED ONES!

Don't think of him as gone away

His journey's just begun

Life holds so many facets

this earth is only one.

 

Just think of him as resting

from the sorrows and the fears;

In a place of warmth and comfort

Where there are no days and years.

 

Think how he must be wishing

That we could know today;

How nothing but our sadness

Can really pass away.

 

And think of him as living

In the hearts of those he touched;

For nothing loved is ever lost-

And he was loved so much.

This is a poem that I constantly read when I start to miss Matthew. Know that Keith is flying high and playing hard!! He knows no more pain and suffering, no atrocities of this world. He feels nothing but love and happiness as he stands with our Heavenly Father and patiently waits for us and watches over us. You will get through this and that is a promise. It has been almost 5 yrs for me and yes I still cry, but that is normal. The pain will subside and you will find a "new" normal. You and your family are in my thoughts and prayers. Stay strong and peaceful. I am here if you need to talk. Mommy to An Amazing Angel...Matthew Allen 1/24/02-6/17/02..RIP Sonshine!!

Love is a Great gift!

By: Kevin Yancy

 

Love is a Geart gift

That God gave to mankind

It is a union of our innermost feeling's

a communication between two minds

 

Love is a binding of Heart's

It is listening and sharing

It is trusting and believing

It is giving and caring

 

In Love there is laughter

There are sorrow's and tears

There's rejoicing in triumph's

and comfort in fear's

 

Love is a journey

From the beginning to the end

It is a risk I will take because of you

But the reward is Love

One thet will last forever!

Bridget, thank you for offering your condolences to me and my son, Jeff Ford.  I will never be the same, there will be a huge gash in my heart forever.  It aches daily and I so share your grief.  Put your trust in the Lord, and we will see our children again someday.  Big hug, Melinda

DEAR BRIDGET,

 WHAT A WONDERFUL PERSON YOU ARE. YOU AND MYSELF WHERE MEANT TO MEET. NOT THIS WAY OF COURSE. I KNOW YOUR PAIN, I KNOW YOUR EMPTYNESS, YOUR ANGER, ALL OF IT. FOR THE FIRST TIME IN MY LIFE I CAN SAY I KNOW!!!!

I HATE GETTING UP IN THE MORNING BECAUSE I KNOW THAT HORRIBLE PAIN I WILL ENDURE UNTIL I GO TO SLEEP AGAIN. I HAVE LEARNED TO LIVE WITH IT. EVERYTHING ELSE I CAN'T EXCEPT. ALL THAT TIME I WAS HOME ON MEDICAL LEAVE I THOUGHT I WAS GOING CRAZY. RETURNING BACK TO WORK HAS HELPED SOMEWHAT, OF COURSE I WILL NEVER BE WELL AGAIN UNTIL I AM WITH MY BABY.

KEITH KNOWS YOUR IN SO MUCH PAIN AND I KNOW IT SADDENS HIM TO SEE YOU LIKE THIS SAME WITH JOEY BUT THEY KNOW HOW MUCH WE LOVED AND CHERISHED THEM AND NEVER WOULD HAVE LET THEM GO. I AM SURE THEY WOULD BE DOING THE SAME THING IF WE WENT FIRST, I WISH I DID. LIVING LIKE THIS IS TORTURE.

I AM JUST SO GLAD I CAN SAY YOU ARE MY FRIEND AND WE NOT ONLY FEEL THE SAME BUT WE UNDERSTAND EACH OTHER, GOD BLESS.

KEITH KEEP MOM GOING.

LOVE DEBBIE-JOE'S MOM

YOU ARE IN MY PRAYERS NOW, WHEN I PRAY TO JOEY EVERYDAY, I PRAY FOR YOU AND YOUR FAMILY.

THANKS AGAIN FOR WRITING BELIEVE OR NOT IT HELPS ME.

LOVE AGAIN.   

I drove along 26 mile one that you drove on many times and thought about everything, where i was headed, who i would be with, who i am, mom, dad, and finally saving me for last. Then all of the sudden out of know where i was making a left turn and an explosion went off in me. I realized that i was moving back home. And that there would be a void that would be unfufilled by mom and dad though they try their hardest. I needed you to be waiting there to make me laugh, make me smile. Throughout the day a flood gate opened and memories of you poured in. I remembered the good times, and then the ones that were more challenging for all of us to get through. it is lonley being the only one watching our favorite shows and keeping mom and dads tempers at bay or at least focused on one of us. there were so many things i wanted to say to you but we became so distant i didnt know how to. I like to say i could have helped you but i realize there was no possibility that i could have made a difference although i did try. i know its a little late but i want to say it now. keith i am sorry, sorry about the arguments, sorry i let you down, sorry i wasnt there for you, sorry i couldnt bring you back to life after i found you. I am just glad the night that you passed you came up to me and told me you loved me and gave me a hug and i told you i loved you to. I felt an urge to yell at you earlier that night but something didnt feel right so i let it go. I am glad the final moments on this earth were spent with good friends and me laughing around a campfire. God i wish you were here. i love you...

DEAR BRIDGET,

THANK YOU AGAIN FOR WRITING BELIEVE IT OR NOT THAT IS THERAPY. I KNOW THE FEELING WHEN PEOPLE SAY I KNOW HOW YOU FEEL OR HE IS IN A BETTER PLACE. I JUST WANT TO SCREAM OR LASH OUT OR SAY STAND IN MY SHOES AND THAN SAY THOSE WORDS TO ME. I KNOW PEOPLE AND FAMILY ARE JUST TRYING TO HELP, BUT IF THAT IS TRYING TO HELP DON'T, DON'T SAY A WORD.

NO ONE CAN BRING OUR BABIES BACK. THAT IS ALL I KEEP CRYING AND YELLING I WANT MY BABY BACK. I KNOW IN MY HEART I CAN'T, BUT SOON, AS THEY TELL ME I WILL BE WITH HIM FOREVER. THAT IS WHAT HELPS ME THROUGH THE DAY AND PRAYING TO JOEY IN THE MORNING TO HELP ME MAKE IT THROUGH THE DAY.

LIKE I HAVE BEEN SAYING I WILL NOT EXCEPT OR GET OVER IT. "NEVER".

I AM SO SURE HE IS WITH KEITH AND EVERYONE OTHER MOM WHO LOST THEIR SON. JOEY HAS A HUGH HEART AND HIS KINDNESS SO I AM SURE THEY ARE LOOKING DOWN ON US AND I KNOW IT IS HURTING THEM TO SEE US IN THIS CONDITION.

BUT JOEY KNOWS ME. I KNOW NO OTHER WAY. HE UNDERSTANDS.

WHEN I HAVE TIME I WILL TELL YOU WHAT HAPPEN TO ME THURSDAY MORNING.

I DO NOT BELIEVE IN ANY OF THAT HOCKIE POCKIE STUFF.

BUT WHEN I SEE IT OR IT HAPPENS TO ME-- IT WAS A WAKE-UP CALL BELIEVE ME. I WAS SHAKING. IF YOU WOULD LIKE YOU CAN GIVE ME YOUR E-MAIL. I HAVE MET SO MANY WONDERFUL PEOPLE ON THIS SITE.

TALK WITH YOU SOON.

LOVE DEBBIE